He felt that he could not divert people's hatred from himself, because the reason for that hatred was not that he was bad (then he could have tried to be better), but that he was shamefully and repulsively unhappy. For that, for the very fact that his heart was wounded, they would be merciless towards him, as dogs kill a wounded dog howling with pain.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 100719 | 2020-02-03 03:38:14 | 124.87 | 99% |
| 99411 | 2019-12-02 06:08:26 | 114.71 | 98% |
| 97691 | 2019-05-17 17:22:31 | 130.85 | 98% |
| 95381 | 2019-04-17 02:20:38 | 128.93 | 98% |
| 94176 | 2019-04-07 18:17:57 | 128.28 | 97% |
| 91585 | 2019-03-29 05:24:04 | 128.88 | 98% |
| 90570 | 2019-03-16 06:07:29 | 121.08 | 98% |
| 90332 | 2019-03-12 21:38:59 | 126.32 | 98% |
| 90184 | 2019-03-11 05:43:37 | 128.46 | 97% |
| 90011 | 2019-03-08 20:39:49 | 108.26 | 96% |
| 82663 | 2018-12-23 01:24:19 | 109.51 | 97% |
| 82419 | 2018-12-18 21:38:07 | 133.21 | 99% |
| 73957 | 2018-09-04 01:12:10 | 126.38 | 98% |
| 71254 | 2018-07-23 20:27:34 | 111.88 | 98% |
| 70825 | 2018-07-18 17:42:31 | 130.11 | 98% |
| 69307 | 2018-07-08 05:46:06 | 103.02 | 97% |
| 64343 | 2018-05-18 17:08:04 | 137.19 | 99% |