I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
---|---|---|---|
89537 | 2020-03-20 02:24:40 | 102.09 | 99% |
87776 | 2020-02-20 15:35:58 | 67.21 | 95% |
87475 | 2020-01-29 02:19:01 | 67.79 | 97% |
74566 | 2019-04-23 21:40:52 | 96.75 | 97% |
74097 | 2019-04-05 17:03:31 | 82.00 | 95% |
72509 | 2019-03-06 20:08:03 | 91.88 | 97% |
70544 | 2019-02-06 03:52:41 | 101.02 | 97% |
60780 | 2018-08-07 21:49:11 | 100.13 | 98% |
59280 | 2018-07-07 19:56:55 | 83.80 | 97% |
57573 | 2018-05-31 22:41:08 | 91.19 | 97% |
54433 | 2018-04-06 20:44:02 | 98.27 | 99% |
50914 | 2018-01-31 16:37:57 | 80.27 | 97% |
43891 | 2017-09-21 20:43:47 | 90.46 | 99% |