I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5489 | 2020-03-23 17:52:14 | 120.54 | 97% |
| 863 | 2018-08-02 17:02:31 | 85.53 | 96% |