I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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24751 | 2020-05-22 01:18:52 | 116.91 | 99% |
21441 | 2020-03-20 14:11:48 | 114.94 | 99% |
19181 | 2017-09-26 05:09:32 | 97.34 | 98% |