I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 43509 | 2019-08-30 04:27:17 | 93.40 | 99% |
| 42339 | 2019-07-20 05:25:03 | 87.13 | 98% |
| 39029 | 2019-04-12 06:09:22 | 84.50 | 98% |
| 35775 | 2019-01-18 02:54:22 | 91.03 | 99% |
| 34902 | 2018-12-31 13:57:11 | 89.87 | 97% |
| 31417 | 2018-12-21 10:25:35 | 101.22 | 98% |
| 30712 | 2018-12-19 12:18:25 | 107.57 | 98% |
| 10829 | 2018-03-24 19:58:45 | 65.71 | 96% |
| 7488 | 2018-02-02 19:03:01 | 60.64 | 95% |
| 3784 | 2017-12-20 21:47:17 | 61.31 | 97% |
| 1380 | 2017-11-15 04:50:45 | 41.68 | 95% |
| 1334 | 2017-11-15 01:42:07 | 39.73 | 95% |