I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4057 | 2020-11-17 18:32:59 | 84.20 | 96% |
| 3189 | 2020-09-08 14:05:10 | 86.87 | 97% |