I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 46099 | 2020-12-12 07:27:16 | 88.20 | 98% |
| 45136 | 2020-12-05 08:21:42 | 85.49 | 97% |
| 44448 | 2020-11-28 14:17:55 | 92.62 | 98% |
| 37683 | 2020-08-22 11:45:25 | 95.28 | 99% |
| 29878 | 2020-03-12 14:11:07 | 86.26 | 97% |
| 26006 | 2020-01-03 12:47:04 | 68.51 | 97% |
| 17736 | 2019-09-15 08:25:53 | 78.09 | 99% |
| 16931 | 2019-07-23 05:46:05 | 71.53 | 96% |
| 11165 | 2019-04-11 05:49:42 | 75.47 | 97% |
| 10988 | 2019-04-09 13:09:22 | 78.53 | 96% |
| 938 | 2018-11-26 12:36:48 | 55.87 | 96% |