I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 38552 | 2020-08-11 15:45:43 | 149.97 | 99% |
| 38089 | 2020-07-25 13:37:51 | 141.23 | 99% |
| 36990 | 2020-05-11 15:56:47 | 148.46 | 99% |
| 33745 | 2020-02-01 12:11:21 | 115.27 | 97% |
| 32335 | 2019-12-14 22:42:23 | 130.66 | 98% |
| 32186 | 2019-12-14 11:42:03 | 125.06 | 98% |
| 30790 | 2019-11-09 11:45:07 | 148.10 | 99% |
| 26859 | 2019-07-10 09:59:13 | 144.40 | 99% |
| 19210 | 2019-03-26 15:28:41 | 133.40 | 99% |
| 15244 | 2019-02-28 16:04:46 | 137.18 | 98% |
| 1480 | 2018-06-07 11:46:23 | 116.51 | 98% |
| 1094 | 2018-05-07 15:48:07 | 128.86 | 98% |