I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 21058 | 2019-10-10 15:16:57 | 118.41 | 98% |
| 14831 | 2018-08-28 12:03:29 | 114.23 | 98% |