I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2911 | 2020-01-05 23:58:40 | 107.23 | 97% |
| 2252 | 2017-12-21 03:18:59 | 107.91 | 98% |
| 1651 | 2017-07-18 04:08:23 | 96.64 | 97% |