I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3825 | 2019-08-09 02:58:36 | 99.86 | 97% |
| 1776 | 2017-07-20 19:21:26 | 97.21 | 98% |