I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 6007 | 2019-01-10 01:37:06 | 151.39 | 99% |
| 5386 | 2017-08-10 15:09:52 | 139.38 | 98% |