I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1976 | 2018-10-19 15:02:42 | 68.77 | 97% |
| 825 | 2017-09-16 15:47:32 | 51.89 | 96% |
| 717 | 2017-09-15 16:10:22 | 53.90 | 95% |
| 701 | 2017-09-13 14:49:51 | 48.41 | 95% |