I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 6906 | 2018-08-27 19:52:40 | 87.42 | 97% |
| 4592 | 2017-09-30 09:34:32 | 76.42 | 95% |