I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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6087 | 2020-01-14 08:34:54 | 87.58 | 95% |
4853 | 2019-04-25 04:12:49 | 95.04 | 99% |
425 | 2018-01-13 06:02:29 | 55.68 | 96% |