I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1964 | 2017-07-18 04:08:15 | 124.62 | 98% |
| 1894 | 2017-07-14 00:49:43 | 135.42 | 98% |