I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 14154 | 2020-11-05 22:18:11 | 76.32 | 99% |
| 12927 | 2019-12-10 00:28:56 | 73.73 | 98% |