I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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16368 | 2018-11-27 13:38:04 | 145.25 | 98% |
8279 | 2017-12-04 12:06:00 | 141.00 | 98% |
3501 | 2017-09-15 10:08:39 | 141.62 | 99% |
808 | 2017-07-13 12:46:54 | 146.88 | 99% |