I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 293524 | 2020-12-13 11:03:44 | 147.23 | 98% |
| 289670 | 2019-03-17 21:22:52 | 143.36 | 99% |
| 286501 | 2019-03-14 08:12:37 | 133.03 | 98% |
| 280838 | 2019-02-03 10:01:13 | 91.21 | 95% |
| 278973 | 2019-01-08 00:13:21 | 147.68 | 97% |
| 240793 | 2018-08-16 20:24:11 | 135.53 | 98% |
| 223864 | 2018-01-21 00:09:18 | 88.93 | 95% |
| 218881 | 2017-12-31 00:07:19 | 140.35 | 97% |
| 216259 | 2017-12-18 07:27:53 | 142.41 | 100% |
| 216213 | 2017-12-18 06:25:33 | 142.48 | 98% |
| 216149 | 2017-12-18 05:34:08 | 161.47 | 99% |
| 211507 | 2017-11-26 20:48:18 | 131.00 | 98% |
| 204273 | 2017-11-19 22:24:55 | 151.33 | 98% |
| 203146 | 2017-11-15 02:54:07 | 132.34 | 97% |
| 201678 | 2017-11-02 22:08:00 | 173.71 | 99% |
| 193405 | 2017-10-03 23:25:36 | 115.16 | 95% |
| 192018 | 2017-10-02 03:15:48 | 142.29 | 97% |
| 187105 | 2017-09-09 06:34:14 | 137.07 | 97% |