I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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7779 | 2018-10-13 06:22:22 | 110.24 | 97% |
2875 | 2018-04-03 21:29:37 | 156.02 | 99% |
1327 | 2017-12-03 05:37:09 | 122.95 | 97% |
331 | 2017-08-12 14:58:36 | 125.32 | 98% |