I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 510 | 2019-05-16 17:10:17 | 87.07 | 99% |
| 102 | 2018-08-05 19:11:37 | 65.29 | 95% |