I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3071 | 2019-03-16 23:54:26 | 194.73 | 99% |
| 1119 | 2018-10-14 22:04:52 | 185.60 | 99% |