I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 60677 | 2020-02-05 12:35:16 | 63.98 | 96% |
| 54538 | 2019-04-05 17:55:19 | 58.27 | 96% |
| 52319 | 2019-01-27 02:48:26 | 61.88 | 96% |
| 49978 | 2018-10-11 13:30:06 | 62.97 | 97% |
| 48241 | 2018-08-12 10:57:24 | 70.30 | 98% |
| 46914 | 2018-07-05 13:20:05 | 57.78 | 94% |
| 43473 | 2018-03-24 12:12:38 | 65.32 | 97% |
| 39312 | 2017-10-21 09:18:17 | 65.44 | 97% |
| 37716 | 2017-09-17 03:49:23 | 60.83 | 97% |
| 33895 | 2017-07-02 05:31:24 | 58.27 | 96% |