I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2205 | 2017-07-11 02:13:35 | 89.53 | 96% |
| 1740 | 2017-07-02 07:37:01 | 78.86 | 96% |