I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 6391 | 2019-06-09 14:16:26 | 117.62 | 99% |
| 3712 | 2018-01-28 20:49:14 | 98.27 | 98% |
| 1264 | 2017-09-02 21:40:05 | 77.64 | 98% |