I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1093 | 2020-10-26 14:16:22 | 64.78 | 97% |
| 474 | 2020-10-07 21:22:57 | 58.44 | 95% |
| 367 | 2020-10-04 11:07:16 | 58.29 | 95% |