I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3913 | 2020-12-19 19:05:40 | 77.69 | 97% |
| 3317 | 2020-10-17 11:24:40 | 60.95 | 94% |