I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2276 | 2019-04-01 09:35:50 | 50.53 | 98% |
| 1175 | 2017-10-23 02:37:35 | 44.73 | 97% |