I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1322 | 2017-08-08 12:14:23 | 62.54 | 98% |
| 1176 | 2017-08-01 10:10:59 | 64.45 | 99% |