I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
---|---|---|---|
16986 | 2020-12-15 02:56:39 | 106.92 | 98% |
14824 | 2020-12-07 01:45:51 | 104.06 | 98% |
13198 | 2020-11-30 04:21:49 | 108.99 | 98% |
11249 | 2020-11-25 05:25:55 | 98.31 | 98% |
6476 | 2018-07-14 02:13:07 | 89.25 | 97% |
1471 | 2017-12-15 00:49:44 | 73.38 | 96% |
945 | 2017-11-21 01:01:49 | 73.48 | 97% |
617 | 2017-11-11 03:10:18 | 62.51 | 95% |