I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3955 | 2020-07-04 16:47:27 | 82.51 | 96% |
| 3923 | 2020-07-04 15:17:53 | 77.23 | 95% |