I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1608 | 2018-01-31 04:27:20 | 68.56 | 97% |
| 413 | 2017-12-17 00:55:56 | 59.25 | 96% |