I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1106 | 2020-05-14 23:38:17 | 92.38 | 97% |
| 384 | 2020-05-08 07:56:45 | 91.80 | 98% |