I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3116 | 2019-03-07 09:42:43 | 63.14 | 97% |
| 1367 | 2018-12-06 12:48:33 | 53.10 | 94% |