I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4319 | 2019-11-05 11:25:02 | 54.14 | 95% |
| 1117 | 2018-09-15 07:27:52 | 48.56 | 95% |