I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4094 | 2018-01-06 01:39:08 | 85.46 | 97% |
| 1908 | 2017-12-15 19:21:23 | 87.80 | 98% |