I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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2481 | 2020-04-02 22:00:13 | 100.26 | 96% |
2335 | 2020-03-30 03:53:50 | 122.17 | 99% |