I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1109 | 2019-01-20 19:03:26 | 70.09 | 97% |
| 745 | 2017-07-18 16:59:11 | 63.92 | 96% |