I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3639 | 2018-01-04 09:12:47 | 109.14 | 99% |
| 2281 | 2017-09-02 23:04:38 | 102.74 | 98% |