I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3471 | 2018-11-30 06:26:53 | 53.81 | 92% |
| 2886 | 2018-11-24 22:32:53 | 60.85 | 96% |