I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 697 | 2019-07-03 05:34:26 | 87.49 | 97% |
| 277 | 2019-05-04 23:16:01 | 78.88 | 96% |