I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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2256 | 2019-01-20 20:33:37 | 66.81 | 95% |
1597 | 2018-11-24 23:48:34 | 66.12 | 96% |