I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 20479 | 2019-06-06 02:10:00 | 91.43 | 99% |
| 16532 | 2017-08-28 04:35:10 | 78.86 | 97% |