I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2576 | 2019-05-10 19:34:45 | 126.11 | 99% |
| 954 | 2019-03-20 18:30:58 | 118.01 | 99% |