I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3286 | 2018-12-14 03:49:53 | 146.57 | 99% |
| 2301 | 2018-06-29 03:41:44 | 127.40 | 98% |