I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1382 | 2020-09-07 23:01:13 | 59.27 | 98% |
| 188 | 2020-07-14 03:39:45 | 59.76 | 95% |