I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3998 | 2019-11-08 08:43:09 | 43.56 | 95% |
| 2889 | 2018-03-07 14:18:35 | 44.05 | 93% |
| 1460 | 2017-07-29 12:44:10 | 41.69 | 95% |