I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 7213 | 2020-08-20 10:56:58 | 86.66 | 97% |
| 6985 | 2020-07-08 12:26:19 | 61.39 | 94% |