I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 454 | 2019-01-16 02:56:14 | 107.22 | 98% |
| 199 | 2019-01-07 22:19:46 | 104.72 | 99% |