I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5625 | 2018-06-24 01:17:05 | 106.58 | 98% |
| 2958 | 2018-03-04 01:33:55 | 107.54 | 98% |